Friendship

Beginning of the year , we were still friends . Super close friends.

But after awhile, everything seems to change. 

I trusted you so much , I though you will never lie to me . 

But I was wrong. It breaks my heart . 

How I wish you can explained to me why you lie to me again and again ..

Talking bad behind me doesn't make you a better person .

I never though you will backstabbed me .

But I was wrong.

I just don't know how to face you .

You know how much I care for you .. but you seems to take advantage of me. 

Yes, I ignore you .. I'm sorry I hurt you for that. 

But what about me ? Everytime I see you I tears.

I smile to hide my pain . But sadly the more I try to hide the more I show..

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I've been struggling over so many problems. School, friends, exam.. I don't know who to talk to . I don't know who to look for. 

I always wonder , who actually care about me ? 

Who actually loves me ?

The speech by pastor woke me up. 

I decided to talk to God.

I wanted to cry and hug

God gave me a hug .

He filled my heart with love .

The love of God warm my heart and heal my heart. 

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Friends are easy to find. True Friends are hard to get. Best Friends are easy to get. But once you lose them , the memories , fun and joy that you ever had will hurt to the bottom of your heart. Appreciate your friends,someday you will know HOW IMPORTANT IS YOUR FRIEND when you need them . Don't regret when you lose them . Its pointless .  

Therefore,

No matter what happens, God Is Always there for us . 

Friends change, but God doesn't .

Friends leave, but God stays forever and ever.

♥