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Monday, May 12, 2014

                   

                     I don't trust words , I trust actions

My hearts breaks a little when I hear you're name.
But now my hearts breaks even deeper when I see your face.

Tell me and teach me how to trust you ?
Am I suppose to act like nothing had happened ?
I'm so confused.
Who am I to you ?

I thought you were different.
but I was wrong. 
I expect to much .
Everything was just a false hope .
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I just want the truth . 
Why do you need to create story just to cover up your lie?
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Let time prove everything 
Let time make the decision  

Friday, March 7, 2014

~2014 ~


       Everytime I breathe I take you In 


The third month of the year..
I would say there's a big change this year..
Maybe everyone is growing mature but I'm not ..
But doesn't matter , everyone needs time to improve.

Handball competition is just around the corner ,
My dream was to be an athelete but I gave up,
I wanna play sports but I couldn't find anyone to accompany me and I'm not good at any of them ,and parents wouldn't let me out .. 
so I just end up sitting here and dream..
Exams had just ended , 
My results are quite satisfying but there's some subject I'm dissapointed at 
and I regret a lot for not studying .
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There's some day I sit here wondering how would my life be without you , 
There's some hours , some day I sit here worrying that you will leave me one day, 
There's thousands , hundreds , millions reason for me to not trust you , but I still trust you .
If you were to ask me why ? I would answer you is the power of love . 
I've learn many things from you , and you've teach me to be a better person and to have more confidence in life, although I'm still not showing any changes .
I'm really thankful that I still have someone who will listen to my stories , problems and all . 
Maybe is too late for me to realise how terrible am I before this , but I'm still making an effort to change .
I'm not perfect. I'm just a person which is named " hopeless" .
I'm really thankful that you accept my past and go through every single bitterness with me . 
Although you too have give a deep heartbroken impact . 
Just lately, I don't know why ... 
Are you fading or bored ? 
things are starting to change. You don't care much .
i'm just confused and messed up.
To whoever you are , Please just get your hand off . 
There's nothing compares to you . 

-PPL-