Challenges in Life

As days passed , finally is the last day of working days ~ 

I'm glad I don't have to face those terrible staff anymore. 

But I'm also glad , I've learnt a lot of things from this job ... although is so torturing . 

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October and November Had been a really terrible month for me.

So many things happened. So many problems to face.

But I just kept quiet .

I don't know who to talk to . I don't want to annoy people with my problems .

More and more ... 

I feel like I'm going to collapse ..

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 YOU and YOU  .

Do you know how much tears I shed because of YOU and YOU ?

I really don't know what can I do anymore .

Why I care about people so much , but no one actually cares about me ?

Oh GOD , I need your help .

Please lead my way . Tell me what to do.

There's so many WHY'S in my head .
I need to think positive and get rid of my negative thoughts 

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I feel so left out in this world. 

Maybe I was born to be alone .

No matter what .. LIFE GOES ON .

I've to keep going .. There's long way more to go .

Keeping quiet is just the only way I can do .

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Smile as wide as you can because not everyone get to smile like you :) 

Care less , Less hurt .

Smile to hide the pains :)

Holidays had started .. 

So , Unfortunately .. I got a Job . :) I was happy but not anymore.

The Job is so toturing ! The staff there are terrible. And is super tiring ! But anyway , I've learnt alot of stuff.

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Went to Sunway Pyramid with "the people" yesterday .. Is was ok .. Watched Perfect Pitch !

It was awesome and incredible . Their voice are like.. PERFECT ! 

Then , we had Shabu Shabu for dinner . Suprisingly , I ate the most,the slowest and the cleanest . LOL !

The rest are like eating Pork the whole time . Like seriously .. Is the pork really that nice ? I only ate one piece and I ate Fishball all the time .. HEHEHE! xD 

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Well , many things happened lately . 
I don't know how to face it anymore.
I don't know how to walk this path anymore.
All I can do is just keep in my heart ,keep quiet and act like nothing had happened..
My heart is full of scars ...
I can no longer stand this pain 
How much tears had I fall for all this ?
Who will understand the pain I'm going through now ?[GOD]

 All I want is just a peaceful and happy life . 

So just smile as you can because you will not know one day someone will fall inlove by your smile . :) 

Smile more because the more you smile, the prettier you are :)